Recovery

My oh my.

If you’ve known me for awhile, you know that it is not uncommon at all for me to take multiple unannounced hiatuses from social media, projects, communication, etc. I get overwhelmed very easily,  and I have my stressful and unpredictable home life and situation to thank for that. (Guess I can also attribute it to the fact that I’ve always loved to talk a big game when it comes to my dreams and goals, ultimately suffocating myself with the overabundance of expectations I’m supposed to live up to afterwards.) I’m ashamed but not afraid to admit that for the better part of my life, I have been a quitter. Hell, in some regards I still am. I am very fragile, and usually if the going gets tough and I have an opportunity to back down and back away, I do. So, it should now come as no surprise that after starting this blog over a year ago to huge fanfare from myself to those around me, I suddenly disappeared after my first post, leaving everything in the dark environment of limbo.

I hate that I did. I had (and still have) very big dreams for this site, and for the message and advocacy that can arise from it. My biggest passion in life is genuinely helping those who do not get helped enough. I know now though to keep my big dreams, goals, and hard work to myself, eventually so my end product can be a surprise “WOW”!

My mother and I have gone through so many changes this past year. I will not go into details right now but many personal, physical, mental, and emotional things have gone through a metamorphosis, and I’m glad to say that for the first time in a very long time things are finally at a…”normalcy”. A normalcy that gives me hope to start documenting and blogging in a way that is going to be genuine and up-to-date.

Just don’t…hold me to it, okay?